不知道怎么了最近脑海里总是浮现小时候麦田收获的场景汉江平原一捆一捆的麦穗满眼无边的金黄蝉鸣热浪的确良衣裳扁担和竹筐看不见的蓝色天空深处传来的夏鸟叫时不时在镰刀下出现的一窝窝鹌鹑蛋毛桃冰棒大人的交谈小孩的欢闹大路两排整齐的白桦树田间一两颗歪脖子垂柳哗啦啦的风起伏的麦浪蚕丝桑葚扎脚的麦茬年轻时的父母回不去的时光和故乡
花香 ○ 叶黄 ○ 秋伤 ○ 心慌 ○ 远望 ○ 故乡
2018.6.13: get a message from brother said dad may has tumor.2018.6.15: fly to hospital in hometown.2018.6.17: Father’s Day.2018.6.18: Dragon boat Festival.2018.6.19: transferred to a specialist hospital in another province.2018.6.21: horrible C word was
Get up earlier than usual this morningThen receive a message from brother said grandpa may leave this world todayA very bad newsBook a ticket to homeThen get a call telling me grandpa is stableChange ticket to SaturdayHalf day passesGo have lunch with col
“I like being alone.. we’re better off alone.. we suffer alone, we die alone..”“I met someone who made me feel funny.. and.. I don’t want let that feeling go..”“I need you, Okay? I want you to be around as long as possible. ‘Cause I don’t know what i’m go
I may don’t understand or I’m just unwilling to, it took me 37 years, now I finally know, regrets, are the truth of life..以前总是不懂或心有不甘，现在我总算明白：遗憾，才是生活的真相。。
初秋傍晚的公园，听一位老翁吹着悲伤的萨克斯，被感染的泪流满面。。
Just bored so I make this to kill time:
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